Thursday, January 8, 2009

I keep creeping myself out.

Have you ever had weird dreams? But I mean... REALLY weird dreams? Of course dreams in general don't make sense, and it's the way it is, but I'm starting to think I'm not normal. When my weird dreams first started showing up I was taking pills to sleep so we thought it could have been the cause, but I keep dreaming weirdly and I stopped taking them ages ago.

Just yesterday night I had another weird dream. I was in a crowd for some show at a random school that I never seen before. People were sitting down and the show hadn't started yet. There wasn't a lot of people, actually. So, I sit there and wait. I see some faces I recognize. I know I saw one of my sisters, Vicky, also Myriam and Genevieve B., some high school friends. Some music plays in the background and it's Opera, sang by some man. Then all of a sudden a fat guy appears and the music stops right before he start singing, continuing the song that was playing. Everyone is confused because they don't seem to know that person. After a moment, a guy with a black melon hat that seems familiar to me though I can't remember where I saw him, pushes the guy from behind the mic and smiles at the crowd. The fat guy is angry and says: "I thought we could go whenever we were ready!" and the hat guy answers him: "This is a free show. Nobody paid to be here and hear you sing. Just sit back and wait your turn." The fat guy seemed really sad and the crowd was boo-ing the hat guy for being so mean. It didn't last long though when the guy started singing a song everybody seemed to like. Oh! I think it was the singer from Simple Plan. Or someone that looked like him anyway.

After that it's pretty confused, something to do with monsters and a lot of water (which I'm afraid of...) (Monsters must be because I played a lot of Spore yesterday before sleeping. XD). Anyway, I started recording my dream again when I was in some yard of a rich family. There was two kinds playing in the yard and one of them was my neighbor childhood friend, Jordan. I remember wearing red, something that looked like Vincent Valentine. I didn't know what I was doing there until Jordan said: "You shouldn't do that to rich people. People don't see it really well." I had no idea what he was talking about, but my mouth answered by itself. I was kind of mad. "I don't even keep those things! Why is it wrong? They kill people and steal their money. I'm just trying to do something good.", I said. Jordan didn't seem to understand and he shrugged, walking away to play with the other kid. I remember I had a backpack. (It was my old Lavoie Bag from high school which my brother stole after I finished HS and claimed as his own. >.>) It was probably containing the things that I stole from the rich, I don't know. After a moment I walked to the little girl (the other kid) and she told me that she wanted to come along with me, that she would show me the way out of the yard so the police wouldn't catch me. I agreed with a smile and she showed me a way into the house and back outside the front door. I followed her across the street and into a tiny house. The door closed behind me so I continued, ending up in my old childhood bedroom. There was a paper on the pink-colored bed sheet. I picked it up and read: "I've finally caught you, Jessie." I seemed to know who wrote that note and I panicked a bit, runing to the door only to kick it open, knocking out in a single move the two man that were trying to barricade the door from inside. I think that was the ones that "caught" me...

I somehow ended up back at the high school after that, the same place from before. I knew the police was trying to catch me and still I was taking it easy, chatting with people and getting them to join me in my escape. Even the little girl was back and I seemed to have forgiven her. It took quite some time but I got everyone on my side and was about to leave when I turned around and noticed I didn't have my backpack anymore. I looked around the place and there was a lot of lost backpack on the ground, kinda like those silly games that have copies of things that look like the target, but just a bit different.. Anyway. I found my backpack and was ready to leave when my sister Vicky turned to me and said: "I want to go with you, but I want to go home and eat candies first."

I think that was how it ended and that was when I woke up, but I remember thinking that I wanted to tell her to watch over Mom and stay home in case I wouldn't come back. I'm not sure if I really said it, though.

NOTE: I woke up in there somewhere because my half-brother was playing guitar in the middle of the night, not really caring that I could hear it like he was next to me. I went upstairs all grumpy and made myself a meat toast and a Nutela one. Also had a small bowl of Lucky Charms before sleeping again, with my ear plugs.

I'll probably post others as I have them, it's fun. Some events were shortened because I can't remember exactly, but I think you forgive me. I swear I didn't make up any of it, only my brain did when I was sleeping.

2 comments:

  1. Really trippy. God, you remember dreams even better than I do. That's so detailed. Dream journals are awesome, Jessie. :D I hope you'll post more entries like this.

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  2. I really think I will. I used to write down my dreams in some book every morning when I was a kid. I still remember some of them because of that, actually. It's really a cool way of always remembering them. Writing stuff makes you learn them faster, they say! Well I think it's true. Even though most of them I remember were nightmares, it's still fun to read again. :P

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